I'm feeling low. Very low. I knew that work was going to catch up as there's just no way to keep a smile on your face with everything exploding around you. One step forward and two steps back? Yeah. For two years. We're more than 'a few steps back' now. I can't imagine seeing 'even' now, let alone see it on the horizon. This is going to be life for the foreseeable future.... and dear Goddess, I don't know if I can take it.