Why do I find COVID-19.... coronavirus... so fucking scary? I see people I know, people I trust, throwing caution to the wind. Going out, having fun, traveling, being with family, being with friends. Meanwhile I'm holed up in my dead aunt's house, not going out anywhere other than work, the store to buy groceries, or the gas station to fill up Nina. Am I being too cautious? Are they being too flippant? Lets look at it together and maybe come up with the right way to look at it.